"I had my heart broken out of nowhere". Life has always been about me. I would still love to marry Nicole. "I still would love to have a family with Nicole", he added. "It was an unfortunate set of circumstances where our relationship ended", the 41-year-old told Kathie Lee Gifford and Hoda Kotb in the interview.
But cracks appeared on screen in their relationship, with Bella reportedly forced to sign a 75-page contract before she was allowed to move in. He said he doesn't want anyone else and is simply trying to live. And if I never have another day with Nicole, I will take six years with Nicole over five years and three hundred and sixty days [without her] any day of the week, and I'm so grateful to have stand by her side. "I just want us to work", he said. Nikki is John's everything, and losing her has been his worst nightmare. But as documented on previous seasons of "Total Divas", marriage was never something Cena really wanted for himself. And whether I want to realize it or not, she becomes my No. 1. "It's like absolutely ridiculous".
"I'm not making it negative", Brie said. "I think it's going to also give a lot of people courage and bravery to speak up".
"Isn't that what wives are supposed to do?"
"F-k no. I tell Bryan exactly how I feel all the time". "It took a very strong look in the mirror for me to be like, 'Why?' This person is my number one and it's something that's very valuable to her, and of course, we can do this and I think it would be wonderful". "You have made a lot of sacrifices". "It's about time John starts making some". John is now at the stage where he's willing to do anything to get back with Nikki, and he's made it clear that would even include having children. In fact, Cena hinted at the fact that he's been miserable over the past couple weeks, as he should have been married to Nikki Bella and enjoying his honeymoon by now.
"Total Divas" Season 7 premieres Sunday, May 20 at 9 p.m. on E!